I just do....I'm disappointed, stressed, sad, happy, and confused, all at one time.

Oh, science research...well I thought I did well, everyone else said I had a great project, the judges all said I did an excellent job, and I felt good.

I got a Blue ribbon again...just like last year. It's not bad but.....I wanted to do better...I really truly did. I felt like I had.

I guess not.

Everyone around me said I did great. I started to believe them...believe in myself.

I'm not going to trust anyone for awhile...especially not myself.

That was last weekend.

Wednesday was the last day of the trimester. I'm happy; no more math, photography or 8-page research papers to worry about (BTW, I got an 88% on my research paper )

Now instead I have 3 english classes, one science, and choir.

I'm planning on majoring in English in college but we'll see.

Track starts in 10 days, the Agriscience fair is on the 20th, and State science research (which I didn't make, but am attending as an observer *sigh* ) is at the end of the month.

I screwed up on my application for that...so I don't know what's going to happen. But I'll get it figured out. My main worry is that I won't figure out what to do since i checked the wrong box...and they haven't sent me a confirmation email yet....

Now since the tri ended, I'm on "Spring break" or something of the sort. Ha...right...*looks out at the blowing snow*

5 days off...2 down, 3 to go *sigh* I kind of just want to go back to school.

I'm just broken......maybe I need a hug....I don't know anymore...


BTW: I've been playing Animal Crossing and Pokemon Diamond a lot lately...if anyone wants a friend...'cause I don't have any...

BTW2: What happened to ? I really liked that club...


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100 drawings
I'm going to try this because I'm bored...should be interesting especially since I suck
The point is to take this list of words and try to draw something related to, named, or inspired by that word. You don't have to go in any order or anything just choose a word and draw something for it.
1. Introduction: [link]
2. Love:
3. Light:
4. Dark:[link]
5. Seeking Solace:
6. Break Away:
7. Heaven:
8. Innocence: [link]
9. Drive:
10. Breathe Again:
11. Memory:
12. Insanity:
13. Misfortune:[link]
14. Smile:[link]
15. Silence:
16. Questioning:[link]
17. Blood:
18. Rainbow:
19. Gray:
20. Fortitude:
21. Vacation:
22. Mother Nature: [link]
23. Cat:[link]
24. No Time:
25. Trouble Lurking:
26. Tears:[link]
27. Foreign:
28. Sorrow:[link]
29. Happiness:[link]
30. Under the Rain: [link]
31. Flowers:
32. Night:[link]
33. Expectations:
34. Stars:
35. Hold My Hand:
36. Precious Treasure:
37. Eyes:
38. Abandoned:
39. Dreams:
40. Rated:
41. Teamwork:
42. Standing Still:
43. Dying:
44. Two Roads:
45. Illusion:[link]
46. Family:
47. Creation:
48. Childhood:[link]
49. Stripes:
50. Breaking the Rules:
51. Sport:
52. Deep in Thought:
53. Keeping a Secret:
54. Tower:
55. Waiting:
56. Danger Ahead:[link]
57. Sacrifice:
58. Kick in the Head:
59. No Way Out:
60. Rejection:
61. Fairy Tale:
62. Magic:
63. Do Not Disturb:
64. Multitasking:
65. Horror:
66. Traps:
67. Playing the Melody: [link]
68. Hero: [link]
69. Annoyance:
70. 67%:
71. Obsession:
72. Mischief Managed:[link]
73. I Can't:
74. Are You Challenging Me?:
75. Mirror:
76. Broken Pieces:
77. Test:
78. Drink:
79. Starvation:
80. Words:
81. Pen and Paper:
82. Can You Hear Me?:[link]
83. Heal:
84. Out Cold:
85. Spiral:
86. Seeing Red:[link]
87. Food:
88. Pain:
89. Through the Fire:
90. Triangle:
91. Drowning:
92. All That I Have:
93. Give Up:
94. Last Hope:
95. Advertisement:
96. In the Storm:
97. Safety First:
98.Puzzle:[link]
99. Solitude:[link]
100. Relaxation:[link]
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